It is a strange thing when you see something that reminds you of someone and you go to call them, only to remember that they haven't been a part of your life for two years. There have been a lot of changes in my life over this time; most of them for the better. For some reason though, looking back, this person not being a part of my life still hurts. It was their choice to leave. While I made some decisions that were absolutely a contributing factor in their choice, in the end the simple fact that they left during one of the most tumultuous, difficult and trying times of my life (no matter that I brought it on myself) says a lot about how true a friend they really were to begin with.
I truly believe that God, the universe, and "nature" really have plan that defies understanding sometimes, though that lack of understanding may be hard to accept, I have to believe that there is a reason for everything, even if it isn't clear at the time. For some reason, unbeknownst to be, this person was not meant to be with me. It's as simple and as complicated as that.
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